- Fantasy Tit Bit’s: most of Us are timid,we want to avoid tension & conflict and we want to be liked by all..we may contemplate a bold action,but we rarely bring it to life cos of all the BULLIES & TROLLS prowling around. .I dedicate this streak to ’em immature bullies & trolls and I say GROW Up DAMN YOU!!!. .😒
*A LIFE’S EXPERIENCE:
I have dealt with bullying in the forefront before,at that time it’d affect me psychologically so much so that you can as well say I was at the borderline of depression & total seclusion. .
The truth is that we all have gone through such similar experience in one way or the other & here’s my story:
In my early teenage years,I was what some folks would term a ‘Tom-Girl(if there’s any term like that):
- My Voice was sharp & squeaky
- I Loved the colour Pink(yes I did)
- I even drew flower’s & star’s
- I would associate with girl’s more
- & hey I’d even laugh like them
Was I doing all this intentionally!? Absolutely not because it was who I was at that point. I was never confused about my gender at any point in time but not everyone understood this & it did get me into some hot water in certain cases. .And that became a reason as to why I was bullied Verbally, Physically & Online. .
Been bullied was one of the factors that made me want to withdraw from society & social gatherings:
- I avoided large crowd’s
- I hardly spoke except when spoken to
- I had sweaty palms & could hardly breathe
You may say I was just typically shy or timid but no I was not any of this,I was totally insecure & uncomfortable with Me : and I Could not even talk to my Parent’s about it because they never for one day believed or made me feel I was any different from my brother’s (that to which I will forever Love them for)
All this Trauma got into my head and I came down with an anxiety disorder and became depressed: I was placed on anti-depressants & sleeping medication’s so as to keep calm & stable. .
Do I feel anger toward my bullies for making me go through such an Ugly tale at such a young age!? NO totally not: In short I’m Grateful of some sort,you know why!? Because I know There are individual’s out there who have gone through worse & yet are still Living and doing great,and by the way bullies y’all made me to go work on myself,build my Self Confidence & self esteem,made me realise that I did not really have to pay attention to all those Negativity. .& know this
Thank You So Very Much For Stopping By . .Please do keep a date with me For : *Fashion FabFriday:I’d be hosting some fabulous young Ladies. .Namaste☺☺