mistakes(1min read)

#Blogging #motivation #reblog

I cannot sleep.                                                            I am restless. .it’s hard for them to understand . . .                                                           How do I tell them I messed Up??                        I blew it’: when I would’ve done better.            If only I knew. . .                                                        to err is only human is it not!?                            Spare me’:-So much Hope & Confidence.        Placed on me they did.                                          & here I am in dilenma.                                        What was I thinking.                                                What were we thinking – stupid stupid Love . . . .  when I let that warm soft Lips on mine.  Stupid Stupid Stupid.    . .                                     or was it all for nothing??                                    Certainly not it wasn’t.                                          It was worth it:Like striking Gold -eldorado at Last. .                                                                     the Lead Poison don’t matter no more.           Rich In Excitement you were-we both were. But Down In thought’s you are now.               But it’s my mistake.                                               And I’m going to deal with it EVENTUALLY. .    

                     Archived-01 Jan 016

Thank you For reading this Old Poem Of Mine  . .Have a Lovely Day .. .Lot’s of Love F.D!


TRAMP TRUMP(1min’s read)

#ClimateChange #motivation #guestblog #ParisClimateAccord

GOSSIP CATALOG–>[Guest Blogger: turner throbble:          . . . . Let’s cut right to the chase shall we??  ]

      Pres.Donald Trump Climate Catastro’what’??? It’s No new news that someone decided to usher in the new month of June With some Pretty Ugly Headlines (or so it seems.).  . .Trump decided to pull The US(a major key player) out of a historic Paris Climate Accord(agreed by over 195+ countries in 2015 by the way)

As someone who is very earthly & environmentally conscious fellow’s I am really concerned & I feel we all should be too .Our Climate really is changing negatively at a very rapid rate. .the earth Is getting Hotter as time passes

-I mean think about the devastating drought in North-East africa,rampart wildfires,blizzards, flooding,landslides etc(I mean you get the point. .           

 All this have being scientifically proven and attributed to Man’s years of “Neglect” & “Devastating”/”Careless” Approach in his quest to harness earth’s resources for his everly too greedy pocket’s. .
And too imagine that a Key Player (Such as The United States: by the way one of the largest emitter’s of greenhouse gases). .to just pull the plug,quit & move out: whoa do I personally think that decision was irrational, totally not well thought of & Immature- yeah real mature of You Trump!!

. . I really can’t be the only one pissed at this move,we need to stand up to Bipartisan Protectionism, Irrational Policies & what have you- everything else that is morally wrong & degrading to our Planet. Cos Folk’s this is Our Only HOME & we may just be LOOSING SIGHT of the Potentials-Of Our Dear Planet Earth!!!

Thank you so very much for reading. .      I Hope you most certainly agree with me!? Please do feel free to Join in on the Conversation & Contribute those precious word’s of Wisdom!. . & In case you missed it do follow attached link to view F.D’s New VLOG intro–>

    MERCi BEAUCOUp!!😄😄

JUNE Vibes( 1min’s read)

Launch Alert Guy’s. . .

      Series Premiere:

 Hello Folks good day. . .alright here’s the deal,I have being away for quite some time now(I’m so sorry) but during that period I have being working on some New Bright & interesting Idea’s in order to grow into “an avid advice columnist” and grow my Blog!!

( more after the jump ). . .

 Here they are:

1.) First on the List:

2.) I am starting a New VLOG platform right here on my WordPress page where I will basically respond to some mail’s sent in as Usual. .I made the decision to start a VLOG right here,as I feel it will enhance the Intimacy between my readers. .really hoping y’all Like it. .PS: will be launching soon enough!!. .

Here’s a Glimpse😆😆:[pheew:it took forever to upload this Up]. .

3.) Gossip Catalog: it will be sort of like a series on trending news & the likes,you name it & it’ll be hosted by turner throbble: he’s Very Critical, Controversial, Candid & yet Sweet: Hope we all come to Love him as he Guest Blogs everytime there’s a news worthy of Sharing, basically giving you how it is right off the News Stand & Social Media!!  (A SNEAK——->😊😊

4.) FD’s Confessional:                                                      you know how we all are,full of secrets & what not. .& heey I thought it might be super fun if we could all share whilst remaining ANONYMOUS ( though matter what it is ). .  it may be an “addiction” ,”bad habit” & the Likes but who care’s ( come on I do ).   So why don’t we have fun together Baring & Sharing it all right??

So all you have to do : is send an email of your Confessional to Us at ( & I’d link it up right here & who knows probably get the conversation going on with Someone Probably with the same Habit!!  .

   . . .& to Kick start this New Series Off: I’d go First & Post My own CONFESSION’S!!😅——>😅

*TRUTH:  FD’s Unheard Confession’s:     coming right Up😀😁                

PS: I really do need y’all thought’s below!!😇😇 

Soul Sunday

•Finally relief😡😡

    All the damn way to opsilon with things I worry about: this same thing’s that does not care or give a crap when my HEART ACHES.😥😥 my HEAD POUND😬😬 or my SOUL YEARNS😳😳

   I divulge into food & sugar: because I know for that Very Brief Moment of munching & devouring (who else experiences this Folk’s??🙍🙍) in that sweet’.yummy’ Flavor’s of Butter & Melted Caramel mmmn Booy does it feel Good. .  the Cringe Better!!

   I added an OUNCE of CHOLesterol. . .Naah: to vismouze with the EXTRA POUNDS. .besides my body won’t mind the extra warmth & cushioning😌😌

  The Craving or Thirst to be part of something Important can drive you to extremes.  But then you hold back Air afraid to exhale from the bottom of your PINK,SoFT & DeLICate LUNGS . .& wonder :was it worth it??😞😞

Heey try the :F.D No GIVE a *D* O Meter Test:

• Are U An Abrupt Foodie??                                   •If +ve:welcome -ve:be gone please.                  •welcome all U Food Lover’s!! Too Bad for the Overly too Skinny Dieters. . .                          •Do U find Comfort In Sugar??                             • Well: you have Being Very Nutty then I Must Say!!                                                                    • it’s time to RETHINK!!                                          –How About A Soul that Cares??                         -One that wants to Listen.                                       -One that begs to Understand.                                -A Soul that Never Judge’s But Asks the Right Questions: to your own Heart Beat,every Pump & Delicate Move!?                   • Do Not Find or Seek For Comfort Only.  how about °Refuge!?

—- in one way or the other: you have got to Leave your Zone to the °Refugee Lane°: to have a taste of what °humility & °selflessness in it’s prime really is.  

    Welcome to the Online Diary.                                   I am F.D your Host.                                                     & I am so delighted to Usher in Our Soul Sunday’s Week: Where. . . .well Let’s just hold on to what the Week Has Shall we??.

   Thank You So Very Much For Reading & Pardon the Meter’s Abrupt Rudeness!!


Monday Madness:

#blogging #passion #motivation

  •From a concerned Reader!!!

 Hello Julie thanks so very much for the Concerned-Mail. . I asked for Observation’s & Suggestion’s, and I am Loving the response. .                                                                   Dear Julie I try as much as possible, not to Offend anyone in any sort of way especially when it comes to replying Mail’s. .I Feel I need to give back response’s that cut’s across all Spectrum as to whether Liberal, Conservative & the Likes & most especially Fulfill the task of giving good advice that will be Realistic & Help whosoever sends the mail in!!         Hope you understand my standing point now??

Thank you So very much for your Observation & Suggestion. .                                  I very much appreciate. .                                        Lot’s Of Love F.D😘😘

Email:       For More Observations & Suggestions.       Thank you!!


sILLy ConFEssION!!😔😔😖😖

A Diary Excerpt From 10th January 2017:(a rather eventful day). .

  •F.D: Early this morning,on the radio they predicted the weather forecast for a sunny & Hot Afternoon and to avoid any inconvenience that the weather may bring,I decided to go on Shorts with a Light Woolen Short Sleeve with the slogan: *EVERYDAY MILF:written across in bright purple(why did I even wear that stupid shirt)!? As much as the shirt stuck annoyingly at my biceps, it did bring out my Upper masculine Frame & Hey we’ve got to give the shirt a credit,this ought to be good I thought. . .

   Little did I realize that the day was going to be more than just Sunny Or Hot Literally!!

We Had just rounded up our Lecture’s with Ms.Joyce our biomolecules lecturer & we were all stepping out of the departments library when Christabel said she wanted to talk!! I had not always felt comfortable around her,she always made dirty & flirtatious passes at me and I felt it was kinda wrong as I did not fall into such CACHE of INDIVIDUALS. . .

    But oh well:to avoid being called “Less Of a man”,or worst still “FAGGOT”: I Had to Play Along. .  Excusing both ourselves and going down to the Foyer adjacent to the students rest-room: Christie GROPED me!!! Yeah(I Felt Assaulted to the HIGHEST ORDER that an OFFENSE could be classified as): Booy was I IRRITATED at her Rather ODD behavior, I tried to PLAY COOL but only did she try to FONDLE & CARESS me(MEN CAN GET SEXUALY ABUSED too) and at that point in time I had to RID HER of such UGLY MOVE. . .

   “I do not Understand”: I retorted as she SMILED most rather SEDUCTIVELY,pouting her dedicatedly LIPSTICKED Lips: “what do you mean!?, I’m sure you understand most fully well.  I’m into you & think you are looking rather hot today,maybe a Little quickie & sin won’t hurt no one”. . .

     I was so shocked out of my wit’s & brain’s Dear Diary & almost blacked out consciously, but being a Gent & controlling my urge to shove her rudely aside:

I said:”Haha you’re Funny Christie but no thanks I’m having none of this”. .         creasing her Brow’s ANGRILY she stepped backwards & said: “Well I wonder what you have to say to the class,when I tell everyone how much of a two timed Sissy & Fag you are”!!!.   . .   .       pfft & to think you were worth my time’ & with that she hissed. .

  And booy then did I Know that you don’t wanna TEST the WRATH of An estrogen FILLED VENGEFUL DAMSEL in heat, there & then my week had just being decided upon to be a Whole LOtta :*DRAMA WITH CHRISTIE.*.

Help Out: Series 2 Loading. .

Thanks For Reading Folks!! Hope y’all are having a great week??


what i feel inside😡😡

a seep from F.D’s Heart ♥:

 A random rant from the deepest VOID!!😬😬

  I Refuse to be EMOTIONAL, I do not want to be emotional one bit at this point in time. .but I know all too well these are all LIES & FALLACIES to the first degree. . .

     My HEART is at the border line of being “BITTER”. .: I am SICK of HIM(Let’s all call HIM the BEAST) because he is DEADLY annoying, devilish & so full of Himself. .

The MASSIVE PLANK that LURKS in his EYES have not yet being removed by His own Fingers yet he SEEKS so FERVENTLY & ENVIOUSLY for the Little DUST in my PUPIL. .

I am very much AWARE of Lotta his dirty secrets. .& shortcomings

I am very much AWARE of his UGLY IMPERFECTIONS(aren’t we all human eh?)

I am very much AWARE & have PROOF,EVIDENCES if you beg to differ. .

 Mind your own business will ya( you vile man) i have my own life to Live now don’t I?? I won’t hesitate to Bring You Down for how much so you have stepped on my toes attacking me. . & making me feel less of who I am. .you CLAIM to be so PERFECT and pass on JUDGMENTS but we know who’s WORSE. .

Dear Mama & Papi can’t know,I keep on pretending every thing is fine,what I know can disrupt the system. .soon very soon I know I will Finally EXHALE and have YOU OUTTA my WAY. .😡😡 this feel’s good,spilling it all & knowing that your bloke head never gets to read this, only those I TRUST will (How About That!?). .

tHIS iS wHAT mY hEART yEARNS tO sAY,tHIS iS mY oUTCRY,mY pASSIONATE RANT & I’m sharing it with y’all!!😇😇 Thank You!! 

DISCLAIMER: this is how I really felt on the 14th April 2017 10:22pm. .

F.D: Chill We Gat you. . .

Juicy Juicy:Anonymous😬😬

*Fantasy Tit Bit’s:DESIRE:

    The natural longing that is excited by the enjoyment or the thought of any good, and impels to action or effort its continuance or possession!!!        

                Whatever your desire may be:it Certainly better not be Overly too consuming

   .Welcome to todays series guy’s & thanks for viewing. . . 

Now Here’s the very compelling mail an Anonymous Individual Sent In:—>

  And Of cos down below is my well thought out response(Hope you all agree with me on this yet again!?): 

    Hello Anonymous: Last time I checked •Life is all about Loving Love Right??• First of all I am so glad I am getting a Mail from my Home Country Nigeria,where Amazing,Innovative & Superb Hybrid’s of Talent’s and Skill’s are born. .Reading your mail brought back some funny memories that some of my old time buddies used to talk about involving Relationship’s & all that:. .

  Dear anonymous,I totally get you but you really do need to have a personal indepth Analysis of what you want as an individual, when it comes to having relationship’s and actually sustaining them. .  I Feel this is what it’s Like for You:you have giving a Lot of Love Out and You Feel You Have not gotten any or none back the way you’ll be satisfied. .so you are out for someone who can fill in that space & Void!!

   But anonymous you need to be careful, you have to be sure Ms.Jacinta feeling’s for you are pure & genuine . .As an older Lady she must have certainly being with Older & More Sophisticated Men: So by now she’s certain of what she wants. .So Remember: What do You really want, In depth Analysis & An Overview of Your Desire. .

Thanks For sending in your mail Once Again!! So Glad to have received it. .

Merci: F.D!!😇😇

Hope that was a reasonable advise Folk’s, Hope y’all Are having An awesome week as we prepare for The Lord’s Rising!? & Please do Feel Free To Leave Your Thoughts & Opinions whatsoever. .

Thank You!!

A Message From Tatiana:

*Fantasy Tit Bit’s:PASSION:

      Everyone has an emotion,a leak in the Fabric that make’s Us or break’s Us:

-an enemy,-a foe,-or even an ever Loving Friend.

Either way once found,it is a thumbscrew you can turn to your advantage. .Welcome to todays series guy’s & thanks for viewing. . . 

Now Here’s the Mail Miss Tatiana Sent In:—>

And Of cos down below is my well thought out response(Hope you all agree with me on this!?):

    •F.D: Dear Tatiana I am very much glad to know that you do care & of late,my schedule’s have been super packed with Academics that I have to Prioritize on Sponsored Blog Post’s only,& cut back on other series for the time being . .I do Sincerely apologize to everyone & promise to make Up for It. .

    Reading your mail got me thinking a Lot,trust me it did and I feel very strongly that you should Let your supposed Boyfriend know that if he truly Loves & Cares about you,he should not in any way pressurize you to go beyond your boundaries or moral standards at all. .

    The Case Of Unwanted teen Pregnancy & STD’s among young adult’s is on the rise:as everyone now see casual sex as the new norm & trend to be explored ,talk more of having a tape on it!!😥😥. .Consider this Dear Ms:•What Of If it gets into the wrong hands!?(Of which most of the time it does) •and what if you both decide to call the whole relationship off!?(you never know what the other party’s ulterior motive may be). .

    It’s Quite Simple Let him know that Sex Or having an Intimate Sexual tape does not make your relationship any better.  It only makes it worse as you’re being coerced into it & as a young adult you should be free to make all the right choice’s you feel Like. .A Special Bond can be established in CELIBACY and having a Clean SLATE & if you cannot get him to understand this, maybe he is not really the Type of GUY for a GIRL like You. .Thanks So Very Much For You Candid Mail😍😄😄

Hope that was a reasonable advise Folk’s & Please do Feel Free To Leave Your Thoughts & Opinions whatsoever. .

   *QUESTION OF THE DAY: Should Pre-marital & Casual Sex Be Discouraged or Encouraged!?😱😱Please do Leave Comments down below

(F.D: I Believe everyone has the right to do whatever their Heart Goes with. .Whilst being Very reasonable & rational)

DiaryEntryDiaryEntry. .: Monday madness😍😍

Word For the week: •Pure-‘onesty:being candid is what I ‘crave the most!! Totally😇

Hello Guy’s!! I am so utterly sorry for the Long Hiatus I embarked on. .totally unacceptable I know & I crave for your indulgence once more. .😅😅
Well to make up for Lost Post’s, here is an excerpt from my very first online Diary(or as I Like to put it •netiary😡

    😡DATE:-20/03/2017. . .            Dear Diary:   I do not believe I am doing this all over again,writing & dropping all my emotions and thought’s on a book page & knowing that I’ll get no response, yet just the thought of baring it all makes me feel better & a Little bit more relieved because I know you’ll not Jolt back at me,for any stupid or reckless move in whatsoever retrospect. .😄😄

    Today I ran a Lil bit late to school,as my Pal Trish was not ready on time and I just had this feeling that I may not stick to my schedule’s as planned: Oh Please Someone, Anyone make my Monday & Pick Me For your #ManCrushMonday 😢😢will ya’!?

     Diary I just feel every Girl I meet treat’s me as the Cute Little Junior Brother they never had or rather as the God sent Perfect Junior Brother with absolutely no Troubles at all. . .and getting a Male Bestie is Like straying into Foreign territorial domain’s with no Clear Sight of The path Ahead(Maybe the so-called Bromance ain’t for everybody yeah!?). .

    Dear Diary: today is the 20th Of March, and already I am feeling the Pinch & Effects of my Reckless Spending Of Money,Frugality does not come easy now does it??   But all the same:I am Up for a Definite Change & Healthier Finance Attitude. .Could the weekends not have been any shorter?? Ugh: It’s weekday Praise God Hallelujah😇😇

    Lest I forget Diary is it not Funny  that one moment,you have this amazing Crush on a certain individual that swells Up From God Knows where to the Brim & then the next moment when you get to know the Individuals personality a Lil bit more and it’s not what you thought it’d be,you are totally Appalled, Irritated & resented by the mere sight or even the mention of The so Called Crush’s Name!! Hmnn this world really is Funny After all ain’t it??

  Now if you do not mind here’s a view of my PERFECT almost to STARVE for PERSONALITY. . .

   Excerpt (•Netiary Page 2)!!🙌🙌